A week of roller coaster ride for me . I lost a job that had been sustaining my financial needs since my previous employer told me that I don't have task anymore. Right now, I'm searching for a new job and hopefully I can find soon. I've been searching for a week now and unlike before, The demand, requirements and the possibility of getting hired soon is tenuous.

Day 22: F*ckin importat

Day 22 How Important you think education is

Education is vital. Knowing is half the struggle. Knowledge is power. All those damn cliches…It’s true. Find out about everything and anything and don’t simply believe anything anyone will advise you. I hate it when people just regurgitate issues that they’ve heard from someone else and then try to pass it off as facts when they haven’t even done the proper research. Educate yourself. Stay open-minded. Create your own conclusions.

Day 20: 10 most significant

Day 20 What are the 10 most significant events in your life?

So far here are the most significant event in my life and it will change as i get older .. hahaha

1. Sep 20, 1989 (09.10 a.m)- I think my birth into the world is a gift on its own. A gift from God to me.

2. The Day I got my period - This is significant because I had a funny story that I don't think I’ll ever forget. .

3. The Day I graduated in High school- During my H.S graduation, I felt sad and happy. Sad, because i will surely miss my school and my favorite teachers. I was also happy because it was finally over.

4. My first day as a college student- I had mixed of emotion but luckily drey was with me since we were classmate. When i saw Jane ( an old friend in elementary) and introduced me to her h.s classmate and the rest is history

5. Sept 20, 2007 - MY 18th Birthday. I didn't celebrate my birthday the way it had to be. With 18 roses, canldes, treasures and all but it was memorable. We had a great conversation with my ex, had a surprised gift from him in an online game that we both played, stayed at my aunt's house for a night since my tito just went back to L.A.

6. Super Duper Heart Break - Who says mending a broken heart is easy? Hell NO!! Everything about this certain part of my life was secret and i intend to keep it a secret forever.

7. August 04, 2008 - When we became a couple

8. January 18, 2009 - I can't tell you why :P

I cant think 2 more significant dates/event in my life right now. I'll update this post soon....

Day 24 PROUD VIRGO

Day 24 Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality

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Virgo is the sixth sign of the zodiac, to be exact, and that's the way Virgos like it: exacting. Those born under this sign are forever the butt of jokes for being so picky and critical (and they can be), but their 'attention to detail' is for a reason: to help others. Virgos, more than any other sign, were born to serve, and it gives them great joy. They are also tailor-made for the job, since they are industrious, methodical and efficient. The sense of duty borne by these folks is considerable, and it ensures that they will always work

Virgo is represented by the Virgin, although this association should not be taken literally. Rather, Virgos tend to take on some of the qualities of a Virgin, things like modesty and humanity. Some might consider them repressed, although Virgins would argue that it's a noble quality, as opposed to a negative one. Most of all, Virgos enjoy indulging their practical and logical side and poring over their projects to the nth degree. To say these folks are good at fact-finding almost understates the case, since Virgos revel in their exacting (some would argue pedantic) behavior and are a whiz with minutiae. Virgins are an asset in the workplace as they can be counted on to get things right the first time, every time -- and no detail will be overlooked. They are also balanced and fair in their assessments in keeping with the Mutable Quality assigned to this sign.

Virgo is ruled by Mercury, and as portrayed in ancient Roman mythology, Mercury wasn't one to sit still for long. This swift-footed god was a bundle of energy, both physically and mentally, and that pretty much sums up the Virgin's makeup. A Virgo's brain is in overdrive most of the time, which is why these folks get so much done. Those born under this sign are also able communicators and use their mental acuity to maximum advantage. All of this brainpower can make Virgos prone to skepticism, and can even lead to the kind of over-think that surely leads to overkill. Thankfully, though, Virgos are also a studious lot and can temper their worst impulses with a bit of careful analysis. Virgos enjoy studying a situation in great detail, whether it's a work project or a friendship. Virgins are truly interested in understanding things. The bane of many Virgos is the perfectionism that can get in the way of their usual clear thinking. 'I'm not a perfectionist; I'm discriminating!' a Virgo would say, happy in the knowledge that their taste is unparalleled. Along those lines, Virgos are also neat and clean, save for the occasional sloppy Virgin (they do exist). Virgins are also reliable and practical and oh-so-useful to have around.

The Element associated with Virgo is Earth, and in keeping with that, most Virgos are grounded, salt-of-the-earth types. The flash and dash can go to others, since Virgos would much rather be humble and easy-going. That said, Virgins do enjoy material possessions and are (dare we say?) picky about what they bring into their lives. Some might even go as far as calling them self-centered, but it's really more of a desire to surround themselves with what's right -- for them. This knack for discernment also serves Virgos well in business, where their decisions are usually dead-on. Those born under this sign are eminently sensible and use their critical eye well. While Virgos can be worrywarts, they do their best to temper these impulses. However, if this nervousness goes unchecked, it can lead to hypochondria, that ugly skeleton in the Virgo's closet. For that reason, Virgos are extremely health conscious, to the point of being storehouses of information on diet and hygiene. Many Virgos even choose a health or medical career so they won't miss a beat.

Working out is elemental for Virgo, if only so they know intellectually that they're helping themselves physically. See, the benefits of exercise are far more important to Virgo than the process itself. That's why Virgos are likely to time themselves on their runs and get in those 300 sit-ups every day. When it comes to the game of love, Virgos are able to loosen up somewhat and are devoted to their lovers, even if they can be a bit jealous. Since Virgo rules the intestines, worried Virgos need to be wary of bowel upsets. Soothing relief often comes in the way of earth tones, which is why Virgos like to be surrounded by shades of tan and a warm yellow.

The great strength of the Virgo-born is in their practicality, sharp mind and attention to detail. When merged with their willingness to serve, Virgos become essential helpmates. They can be picky -- source: http://www.astrology.com/virgo-sun-sign-zodiac-signs/2-d-d-66951

Day 23 My 30 facts

Day 23 Write 30 interesting facts about yourself

01. I'm a night person

02. I love being alone

03. I don't really brush my hair

04. I love collecting accessories but i don't accessorize myself

05. I’m stubborn and I hate for people to tell me what to do.

06. I love literature, greeks, myths and philosophy

07. I'm left handed

08. I am fascinated with butterflies

09. I Wished to live during dark ages and renaissance period

10. Japanese inspired is my dream house

11. I HATE CATS

12. I care too much about other's problem

13. I've been working online for 3 years!! YeAH!

14. I secretly hate my nose!!

15. I’ve done so many things I thought I would have never done…

16. I love reading

17. I love writing

18. Looks can be deceiving. Im unhealthy!

19.I over analyze EVERYTHING and I’m constantly daydreaming about my life.

20. I have a mood problem

21. and anxiety

22. I start a lot of different things, but I only finish about 8% of them.

23. I love playing online games

24. I hate surprises

25. I love reading books and collecting books

26. I am always wearing closed shoes

27. I LOVE BOOTS and BAGS

28. I am obsessed with fortune telling, tarot reading and witchcraft!

29. Chocolates are my vitamins.

30. I want to travel the world :)

Day 21: must accomplish my bucket list

Day 21 If you died tomorrow, what’s one thing you’d regret not doing?

If i will die tomorrow i will surely regret not accomplishing my bucket list that i wrote years ago :

http://www.kawaishoujo.com/2012/01/kick-bucket.html#comment-form

Day 19: Contentment

Day 19 What is your goal in life?

I always think of the word goal as something we relate to the future. I have always thought that a goal should be something big --- like a four-bedroom house or an SUV. I have always thought that a goal is just like a stretch of green fields --- with many obstacles in the way. When achieved, I would scream in triumph and collapse in relief.

I have come to set my life goals to be happiness. After all, it is an effort to stay happy and to conscientiously make the decisions that lead me to my heart's contentment. When I feel that I am sinking into sadness on some days, I confront myself and reiterate my goal: that is to be happy through life's instances.

Day 18: job hunting

Day 18 What is your goal in the next 30 days?

I need to find another online job (part time or full time) and pass all my subject for the 3rd trimester.!!!

Day 17:Princess Mia :D

Day 17 Your favorite movie and what it's about?

I have a lot in mind and one of them is Princess Diaries. I first watched this movie when i was in high school. I and my mom was walking at the mall one afternoon when we passed by the Music Zone and saw a stall of cd's outside the store with a mark P150 .

It is a story of a 15 years old girl named Mia who lives with her mother and her cat in a renovated San Francisco firehouse. Mia is an average student, but extremely unpopular. A few weeks before her 16th birthday , Mia learns her paternal grandmother is visiting from Genovia, a small European country. Mia meets her grandmother, Clarisse Renaldi (Julie Andrews), at the Genovian consulate for the first time in her life. Clarisse explains that the reason she wanted to see her was because of a "life-changing" problem. Mia learns that her father was the crown prince of Genovia and, due to his recent death, she is now next in line and the only heir to the Genovian throne. She is shocked to learn that she is a princess and runs away, rejecting the whole idea.

Clarisse visits Mia and her mother the next morning and explains that if Mia refuses the throne, Genovia will be without a ruler. She also explains that Mia needs to be presented as their princess at the upcoming Genovian State Dinner. Helen convinces Mia to attend "princess lessons" with Clarisse, and that Mia doesn't have to make her decision quite yet on whether she accepts or rejects the throne until the annual Genovian Independence Day ball. Clarisse gives Mia a limousine to use as well as her own bodyguard, Joseph "Joe" (Héctor Elizondo).

Mia begins seeing her grandmother everyday after school for her lessons, which include table manners, dancing and personal presentation. The lessons soon begin to put Lilly on edge because of Mia's absence. After Mia receives a makeover from Italian hairdresser Paolo (Larry Miller), Lilly finally confronts her and accuses her of trying to be like the popular girls. Mia breaks down and tells Lilly everything, who's attitude changes completely. Mia makes Lilly promise not to tell anyone, not even Michael because Clarisse wanted to keep everything a secret until the Independence Day ball as to avoid a frenzy with the press.

However, the San Francisco Chronicle learns that Mia is the Genovian crown princess after Paolo breaks his confidentiality agreement. Although thoroughly annoyed, Clarisse presses onward and prepares for the State Dinner. Mia attends and is publicly humiliated via her klutziness.

The day after the State Dinner, Mia agrees to appear on Lilly's public-access television program Shut Up and Listen and to watch Michael's band perform at a venue that Saturday night. Mia is almost 16 so she is almost able to drive a car, (her "baby", a vintage Ford Mustang.) She takes a test drive with her grandmother and they go to an arcade. Mia asks her grandmother if her father wanted to be prince, to which she replies yes, but adds that he thought of abdicating only once when he fell in love with Mia's mother. However, he realized his love for his country was greater.

While driving back to the Genovian consulate, Mia's car fails on a hill and rams into a trolley loaded with people. No one is hurt, but the police are called. To save Mia a trip to the police station (she was driving without a license), Clarisse names the police man and trolley master to the Genovian Order of the Rose (a fictional honor made up on the spot). The men are so flattered that Clarisse and Mia are given a ride back to the consulate in a police car.

Josh, a cute boy on whom Mia has a crush, asks Mia to go with him to the school's annual beach party. She excitedly agrees. Michael and Lilly are both hurt when Mia blows them off for the popular kids. Mia's mother wisely points out Josh never liked her before all this princess business. Mia ignores this observation.

The beach party goes well at first, but spirals out of control when the media learns of Mia's presence. Josh uses her to get his fifteen minutes of fame by publicly kissing Mia and three jealous popular girls embarrass Mia in front of the paparazzi, resulting in photos of her in only a towel.

The unflattering photos wind up on tabloid covers and this displeases Clarisse. Then, Clarisse tells Mia that she could still go to the ball and invite her friends, except Josh. Joe, however, reminds Clarisse that although Mia is a princess, she is still a teenager and Clarisse's granddaughter. To reconstruct her friendships with Lilly and Michael, Mia apologizes and invites them to the Genovian Independence Day Ball, where she must reveal whether or not she wants to accept her duties as a princess.

Upon learning she must personally and publicly renounce her throne, the terrified Mia plans to run away. She is stopped when she finds a sixteenth birthday gift (the titular diary) and a letter from her father written before his death. Touched by his words, she changes her mind and makes her way to the ball. Her car breaks down on the way, but she is saved by Joe, who arrives with a limo (having suspected her runaway plans).

When they arrive, Mia makes a speech announcing her acceptance of the Genovian throne. She shares her first dance with Michael, who then takes her outside to the palace garden where they kiss. Clarisse and Joe are seen holding hands, signifying the start of a relationship. The last scene shows Mia on the plane with Joe and her cat. Mia is writing in her diary, explaining that she is moving to Genovia, her mother is moving with her, and Lily and Michael will visit her during the summer. When Mia looks out the plane's window she sees the beautiful palace of Genovia below. -- wikipedia

Day 16: DAD

Day 16 Your earliest memory

Hmmm…this is a tough one. I can’t really pin point an “earliest” memory at the moment, but thinking about it brought one memory in particular to the front of my brain.

When i was young my father worked faraway from home. He had to leave for 3 days because of his work and stayed at home for 3 days off. I was never a daddy's girl but I am more close to my Papa. During his stay he never failed to bring ice cream. He took care of us, washed our clothes and he cradles us to sleep - It was something that i will never forget.